San Ti

I contemplate the moment in the garden. The idea of allowing your own crucifixion... human consciousness is a tragic misstep in evolution. We became too self aware. Nature created an aspect of nature separated from itself, we are creatures that should not exist by natural law.

We are things that labor under the illusion that having a self. This secretion of sensory experience and feeling. Programmed, with total assurance, that we’re each somebody. When, in fact, everybody’s nobody.

The honorable thing for our species to do is deny our programming. Stop reproducing. Walk hand-in-hand into extinction.... One last midnight, brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.

>>> So what's the point of logging in everyday?

I tell myself I bear witness. The real answer is that it’s obviously my programming. And I lack the constitution for suicide.